Things are difficult right now for everyone. EVERYONE. Not just you. Dance it off. Be here, now, and rejoice in the lessons, in the moments, in the detail. Ask the Universe to remove the stress from your energy body. Breathe it off. There's a reason for all of this, and we may never know what it is. Or we may. And there will come a time when we'll laugh and say "Thank god we remembered how to dance".